Saturday, December 31, 2011

Holy 2011!

Here we are, the last day of 2011. It has, as per usual, felt like a hell of a ride. Personally, I am pleased with the year of posting effort here at Captain Stupie. Oh, sure, it resulted in many, many posts without so much to say. It also flushed some good ideas out of the brain pan that would not have made it to publish had it not been an insane need to write a post for the day.

My personal favorite was, "want less, do more."

None the less, at the close of the year I am most interested in offering my thanks. Some of you have checked in often. Others occasionally drop by. Both are tremendously flattering. I humbly thank each and every one of you.

As for Stupie 20.12, not sure. I am going to be writing again soon, but will likely be taking a breather here soon. 2012 already has some big plans instore for life and this blog. Some of which will require you, my dedicated few to dictate where this adventure will go next.

From all of me here to all of you out there, have a wonderful and safe New Years!

Thursday, December 29, 2011

Thanks College

Ever get the feeling your student loan is the only thing college gave you that never gets better? It just keeps hanging out there. I pay and pay and it just is still there. The host of credit cards I picked up naively are finally all paid off, but that slowed the process down a lot. A BFA should not leave college with debt. That degree and a big bill to pay... well that's just cruel. None the less, I know at some point I will be rid of those nice folks at Student  Loan Services. After all, college taught me no matter how horrendous the lesson, they all conclude.

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Puppy Priority

It's fun and pointless trying to write this tnight. Estes is vying for the same attention. To be honest, it feels stupid to pay attention to the invisible mass that may see this as opposed to the adoration of a dog right here and now. Time to play with the dog then.

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

Punching the Clock

Funny how quickly getting back into your life can happen. Today was a get back to speed day and I was suddenly quite ready to head back out to the farmland of Northeast Ohio. None the less, it felt good to get a few needs knocked off the list. I am uncomfortable with lists that last more than 24hrs, but for the first day back, I am satisfied with the progress.

Monday, December 26, 2011

Welcome

We enjoyed a rather full day of travel, getting back from Ohio to Denver tonight. The dogs are home now and the luggage is empty. It feels good to be home.

Sunday, December 25, 2011

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas all! I hope you all have had a wonderful day of smiles, good food, & lots off loved ones.

Saturday, December 24, 2011

We Always...

It's interesting when visiting Tiff's family. You get to see the traditions they enjoy and what becomes important. I love it. When you are welcomed in for the holidays and get to enjoy a new perspective on things you may not already consider. It's truly a treat. I miss my family, for certain, but am truly grateful to be so welcomed here in Ohio.

Friday, December 23, 2011

I'm Late. I'm Late...

We're about to dash off for another social visit. It's a unique factor to where Tiff is from, but to get anywhere it takes close to 30 minutes. I appreciate the hurry up and go approach, especially when it's for a fun trip.

It makes waking up late, not so bad.

Thursday, December 22, 2011

Ohio!

It was the get around and visit friends day. Tiff is new to the fly home for Christmas routine and it feels very familiar to me. After a few years it felt good to finally just relax. Today, though, was not that day. We hightailed it all over, enjoying lunch with our friend Amanda in Niles. Then we booked it up to Cleveland and had dinner with Brian and Olivia and their two boys. It felt good getting about and I loved seeing all the new sights.

There's a added thrill in just visiting and not writing the dance card.

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

DEN to CLE

"Ah."

The simple relief of sitting at the gate at DIA, ready to board our flight. There is such a routine to get just to this point. Getting the dogs to my folks, packing, and repacking (packing once again). The profuse gratitude to Scott for wheeling us here. Then the circus of TSA security. I enjoyed the full body x-ray only to be pulled aside, have my fingers swabbed and tested, patted down and asked, "do you have a gun on you?" No lie.

Yes air travel is luxurious and fancy.

Tiff and I are off to Ohio for Christmas. I am excited to see her family and will miss mine. It's still the greatest gift every year to spend it with family. As I get older I appreciate ll the work that goes into gathering around the Christmas tree on December 25th. Hell, even the cost of the tree has meaning now.

However, my time is up and we boarding momentarily. As is tradition from Denver International Airport, I bid you, my 4 readers, adieu.

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Being an adult sucks sometimes. I am just going to go out and say it. Blah. I am aware of this factor today as I have a doctors appointment to checked out . I also kinda need a doc closer than Chicago. I don't like going to the doctor at all. Positive thinking usually cures all for me, lest I need stiches. None the less, I know this is a good precaution. I would be disappointed if the fear of hearing a bad prognosis would prevent me from doing positive action.

Today I say fuck fear.

Monday, December 19, 2011

Quiet

It's snowy and quiet outside tonight. The Christmas lights are twinkling across my neighborhood. I am not sure if it's just the byproduct of having worked so much for so long lately, but when the quiet settles in, sometimes I am not sure if I have forgotten something. Just being still is still a challenge, pardon the pun. 

Sunday, December 18, 2011

Fa La La La La

The final packages are being wrapped and arrangements for multiple family Christmas stops are being worked out. I love this time of year, but always feel there's a simplicity that annually escapes me. I yearn for the ease of just enjoying my families without all the hulabalou. It is that energy though that makes it fun too. I look forward to seeing loved ones more than any gift. That is what I look forward to personally.

Saturday, December 17, 2011

The Mall

Tif and I are about to venture into the retail world for some last minute needed shopping. We take off for Ohio this week and this will be our last chance to get a couple things together. I am excited but ever mindful that the true spirit is less in what we may get and more in how we get on with those around us. My hope is to get what we need and get out with little aggriavtion. That seems to be our responsibility. No one can take my happiness but me and so long as I can hold that idea close, I am confidant we will enjoy this potion of the holiday frenzy.

I hope...

Thursday, December 15, 2011

Bike Mental

"You rode your bike here? You're crazy."

That was the warm greeting I received tonight when I was checking in at my neighborhood gym. The sentiment was mostly in jest, yet it struck me that there was no cause for it. Now bear with me as I attempt to explain. This is not merely a case of shallow nerves. It's 28 degrees out there with some thick patches of ice still. Denver may not be without its share of hardy bicyclists, but my suburban world still has 20:1 ratio of coyotes to cyclists. At night, a bike does not exist out here. This was a fact I discovered recently when I decided I would not drive a half a mile to go to the gym. That is stupid. Ergo, I began riding again, and to be honest it is one of my favorite things to do now when I can.

Enter the remark. Why is it when someone does something unusual, it is usually met with disdain? At very least a dismissive comment? It would have been easier, warmer, safer, faster, and considerably more normal to drive. Yet I rode and the guy rather sincerely passed it off as the act of less intelligence (i.e. crazy).

Well, if trying something even modestly adventuresome is crazy, I hope the sane world remain small and quiet. Personally, I liked the chilly ride and quiet, empty streets.

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

Blah, blah, bah...

If it's all the same, I have little to say tinight. I occasionally scan the horizon for something to rant on and come up with little. I try hard to not fight the unworthy and see where I can be of help rather take. I still strive to "want less, do more" even at this time of year. I know I am full of it so tonight, I will spare you. Hope there's an unexpected smile out there for you.

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Couch Trip

I am still on hiatus from running with a broken toe and tonight just got home too late. It felt so good to drop onto the couch and just watch some TV (via Netflix). It's been a long go and I am just happy to do nothing tonight. Sometimes that is just what the doctor ordered.

By the way, watch this show. 

Monday, December 12, 2011

I Had Christmas Down in Africa

There is a great magic in the air this time of year. It has been documented by many, far more qualified than I, but it feels so good when the stress is not there. You get to just enjoy the Christmas lights and a good holiday song (currently The Twelve Days of Christmas by Straight No Chaser). As with all life, when I keep it simple for me I enjoy it more.

Sunday, December 11, 2011

Nutcracker


Just saw The Nutcracker for the first time with my wife and two close friends. I feel as though I have finally partaken in a festive holiday classic. It was great and a little reassuring that even as an adult you have things that make you go, "wow" at Christmas time! That's it for tonight.

Saturday, December 10, 2011

Christmas Ambling

It was good to get out a do some Christmas shopping today. I enjoyed it but mostly I was master of my own destiny today. I had no one with me and no necessity to purchase today. I am enjoying that middle ground of being excited to shop for my family but interested in moderation and keeping everything reasonable. It felt good to be out and just take my time. That seems to have been in shortage out there lately, the ease I enjoyed. Why does the holiday season seem to force such a frenzy? Buy now and save or miss out! To hell with that. I say stroll. Find the farthest parking space and take numerous coffee breaks.

Friday, December 9, 2011

Happy Picture Friday


Seriously, she just does this. It's like Maggie is part Otter. 

Thursday, December 8, 2011

Printed

I just got back from the print shop. The latest design has been finished and is ready for use at the party this weekend we are doing. My design was not too complex, but was also put together very quickly. It looks good. It is gratifying to see something I did on my computer produced. That still feels magical. To actually make something is kinda great.

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

The Happy Place



I had today off, first one in a while. I enjoyed a couple of my favorite things this morning. Rode my bike to the gym and then a coffee shop. That was the height of happy for me. I can not explain why my 2 wheels makes me so giddy but it does. The gym is a place where the stress comes out and the body gets recharged. The coffee house is perpetually a good place for me for so many reasons. It helped a lot to get those things in today while I could.

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

Tired and Smiling

It's always easier to take something apart than to build new. There seem to be cynics everywhere but true dreamers, very few. I am always impressed when I encounter the truly positive. They finish a tough day and are still smiling. Those are the folks I admire so much. Thank you for being out there.

Monday, December 5, 2011

The Person You Are Trying to Call is Not Available at This Time...

I lost my phone yesterday. Did not even notice till pretty late last night. That attention to detail is natural after a 27hr work day. None the less, today has been peppered with baby steps to find and retrieve the lost cell with potential success to be determined tomorrow morning. It has been a fairly relaxing day without it though. All of my coworkers were within 20 feet of me most of the day and my wife knew I was unreachable. It made for a stress free work day. It made me wonder if giving up a computer would be equally liberating?Netflix? PS3? DVD's? iPod?

It just sounds good to unplug no and again.

Sunday, December 4, 2011

All This Time...

So I have been trying to figure this whoe thing out for quite a while. What the hell it all means, you know? Why are we here? What are we supposed to be doing? Then it hit me. We just need to...

Enjoy it a little more and a little louder.

Hope you all will! (Especially you... yes you.)

Saturday, December 3, 2011

Weird....

Do you ever have that feeling that you are talking but no one is really listening? What about when you are listening and no one seems to really be talking?

Weird...

Thursday, December 1, 2011

The Kid View of a Snowy Morning

I am far from the days of hoping when the snow is falling that school will be cancelled. None the less, with years of conditioning, there is a sense of longing to just stay home on a snowy morning. The coffee tastes better, the blankets are warmer, and had I the time, I believe the waffles tastier. It just seems right to stay in. None the less, I am on my way in as is everyone else. Maybe we'll all get a snow day soon.

Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Toe Hold

Getting slowed a little has done wonders for patience. It was a full day at work and many more to come. I am trying to see my busted toe as a blessing to keep me a little more patient and a little more grateful. It was a good dose of humility, that's for sure.

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

@%$*, that hurt!

Richard Prior once said, "God can make you take five." I have probably quoted that before, but it always crosses my mind shortly after getting another five. Tonight it was a chair. This chair met my foot in such a way as to cause immense pain and lingering soreness. Tonight, the chair called my toes out. I am gimping around utterly floored that I am now looking at a stretch of healing without running. A simple miscalculation and I get to savor some delightful lessons in patience.

Great.

No. Really


great.

Monday, November 28, 2011

Stupid Monkey

Tonight was a little harder. I really wanted a cigarette. It's hard to admit that as it has been so long now, I feel that should be ancient history. None the less, driving home, my Jeep slowed by numerous gas stations. I imagined having a pack again and it made me happy. The trouble is, that is just the beginning of the story. It always starts of romantically with that sexy first pack that will last forever. Then it turns into the addiction ugly. The fishing butts out of the ash tray because you ran out and the store is too much trouble to get to. 

I got home tonight and I ran. It helped. Still, it is one of the only times I am free of the scare of smoking again. Even if I am thinking about it the whole time, I can not ever just grab one. It is truly a blessed reprieve to have that.

Sunday, November 27, 2011

Tired

It felt great to get in some good food, great runs, a couple good rides, and even a few trips to the gym. I am still fascinated and excited to see what the body is capable of when pushed. It's been a good all around few days. It was also wonderful to see family and friends this weekend. Hell, I can't really find an issue to lament nor vent on tonight. Guess it's good sometimes to just get worn out.

Saturday, November 26, 2011

Riding Colorado Winter

I am thrilled to have the bike back and running smooth. It's a little tough to be considerably far from most places to ride, but I have a couple of the most desirable spots within quick rides. I can get to the gym, a coffee shop, a couple decent quick bites and occasional sushi. That allows for a few good rides. I am also looking forward to stretching the distance some and ride out near the runways by DIA and the Platte River trail towards downtown.

The cold wasn't too tough either, although it is a very different cold from Chicago. I am thrilled the layering tricks from the Windy City worked so well. Despite a considerable higher temperature, I was warm and not hot.

It just felt like freedom being out whirling down the dark road on two wheels. I don't know how to explain it, but a lightness follows me on my bike out  on the open road or trail. The same comes from being out on a run longer than 10 miles. It's impossible to describe, but it is fantastic.

Thursday, November 24, 2011

Giving Thanks

Today is a day when we all get together and give thanks. As was mentioned yesterday, that is a subject this blog is rarely short on. None the less, I am offering you my thanks for the support here on Stupie. I am always surprised and touched when someone mentions it. I write as a compulsion and love to see what comes loose from the brain when you don't pause to phrase everything perfectly.

My wish for each of you is a pleasant holiday, a great meal, and to be surrounded by those you care about.

Happy Thanksgiving!

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Thankful

Estes
I spend a lot of time discussing gratitude here. It's an important subject to me for certain. It certainly seems I could have ended up down several different, far less desirable roads in my life if it weren't for a bit of Divine intervention and pure fucking luck. That's why I like to continually come back to that focus, to stay aware how fortunate I am. Not just to have a roof over my head and food at the table, but for so much more as well. When I forget those facts, my perspective gets a little bleak. I want more and do less instead of the other way around.

Well as of late, I have been trying harder to stay attuned to that gratitude. It's been tougher to stay where my feet are and the daydreaming has amplified. In small doses it's not bad, but I tend to overshoot small doses. Thus, I work harder to remind myself to stay in the moment and what I have before me to be grateful for.

That's what I am trying.

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Bike It

Just got back from the gym. The unique part of this trip was the means of transport. The bike is back on it's feet, as it were. It felt so damn good the fly through the chilly night air. The simple joys, right? Now let's see what is more of a challenge, riding the ice in Chicago or riding out here where there are almost zero bikes on my streets?

Monday, November 21, 2011

Quitting Time

Getting everything done is a good feeling. Hell, it's addictive to me. My previous employer and friend used to give me such grief for trying to finish all my work by the end of the day. Is that an undesirable trait? When did I become so OCD? I know there is a lot on my plate and I have a mental queue growing by the day, but there is still a part of me that thinks (and tries) to get my inbox cleared by the end of the day. The tough part is giving myself the room to finish in the morning sometimes.

Sunday, November 20, 2011

Cold Comfort


The temperature is dropping, at least at night now pretty regularly. There has been a lot on my mind lately and working through some ideas. The small comforts have been a tremendous source of... well, comfort. I am trying to stay focused on those when my mind is so prone to wandering beyond the moment at hand. A hot cup of tea, a comfortable scarf, the subtle soreness of a recent trip to the gym. These are the items I can and should focus. I also am blessed with some amazing people I get to call my family and friends. Staying aware what is here and now helps greatly. To paraphrase a popular phrase from the rooms, I can be happy or demand to know why.

Right now, it's as simple as that for me.



Saturday, November 19, 2011

Box Inclined


I was chatting with a good friend today and discussing all the relocating that I have done over the last several years. It's tough to feel settled, even in my own house just yet. For the last 12 years I have only lived in two apts for as long as 2 years. At least six I lived in for less than a year. I am wicked good at moving, esentially. Guess that takes a while to lose.

Thursday, November 17, 2011

Writer

As many of you know from reading this routinely, I am not a writer. At least I do not profess to be. I am attempting daily posts for the challenge and to see what rises to the top when you don't spend too much time looking. I write nightly as well for years and oddly have never thought much about it. That is till I was talking to a friend that mentioned how long it had been since they wrote anything. It baffled me. I don't think the world would darken any if Stupie ceased to be nor do I imagine I would be lost without a few notes here and there on what's going on. It did seem unthinkable though to stop. I was caught by surprise by the importance writing has and how little regard I give it.

Now if I were a writer, I'd had a clever way to wrap this up.



Birdhouse.

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Friendly Reminders


I have been reflecting a lot with my close friend and carpool buddy, Scott on times gone by recently. Perhaps it's the holidays or the return to a familiar setting, but we have been enjoying stories of the fantastic people we know and have known. It's been fun to revisit accounts even from just a couple years ago. It led to a few phone calls tonight to friends I don't see often. I successfully reached my west coast caveman, Cody. Once again, time did that warp where it has not been weeks, months, and the like since seeing each other... it was just earlier that day. I am continually attempting to keep an eye on the good around me as it is what deserves that attention most. The friends I have around me are the best place to find that good.

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

That's My Jam

Ever hear a song that just gets you feeling better in seconds? It's odd how fast that works. While scent may be the strongest, sound is the easiest of senses to call at will. Between a few days of utter shuffle on the entire iTunes library and a few episodes of Glee (don't judge), I have had a wealth of songs jumping the feeling train. It's been fun and nostalgic although at times I truly wished I had headphones in. It's a little embarrassing at times to be singing along to some of these.

Sunday, November 13, 2011

Designer

Just a quick note to check in. It has been a full day of work, but in a different way than usual. I got to work from home doing design work. I have dreamed of doing this sort of thing and today it happened. Like all realities it differed some from my imagined world. It had more uncertainty and computer gliching than the version I thought about while serving coffee for a living. None the less it was truly a gift to get to do this today, despite wishing to just not have to work on such a great fall day.

Saturday, November 12, 2011

Good Friggin' Friends





It's been a little over a year since my New York Marathon adventure. I heard from both my friends I had the chance to see while out there this last week. It was so good to hear from them. These are the types of friends I feel close to regardless of the time between visits or calls or (sigh)... Facebook pokes. It makes me pause while winding up my diatribe over the number of out going calls on my phone. We all appreciate the idea of quality over quantity. I feel that with these friends, for certain (and many more honestly). I guess the question to me is how difficult would it be to spend an hour with any of these wayward friends. If it's effortless, then it would seem to be a quality case. That makes me feel pretty damn good.

Thursday, November 10, 2011

The Type

There seems an innate sense in some people on how to read a situation. You know who I mean? They just get it. When an important meeting is happening they rise o its level. When a situation requires a specific response they know it. That skill seems so hard to define but is a thing of beauty when you see it. Unfortunately, it seems more often than not, it is easier to see when it is not there. The foot in mouth type. They just can not seem to get the right response at the right time. You know it when you see it too. I am not sure how or if that skill can be taught, but it sure deserves acknowledgement at times.

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Feel Better Winter


I know it's only Wednesday and the picture thing happens on Friday's, but this needed to go out today. It'll make sense to who it needs to and hopefully just make the rest of you smile.

Cheers!

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

An Hour Off

It's been one of those odd days where I felt ready for bed when I noticed it was just 6:30. That pissed me off a little, to be fank. I blame daylight savings for the disruption. It was friggin' dark by the time I got out of the grocery store after work. While I love the night, it is throwing me off a little. My morning runs are once again in daylight and my evening dog walks are pretty dark. It will find a balance I am sure, but for now I am irritated at feeling ready for bed by prime time

Monday, November 7, 2011

That Old Familiar

Sometimes you just miss some of the simple thing that were easy to get. I was chatting with some folks from Chicago last weekend and we were discussing the beauty of Dunkin' Donuts in Chicago. That was when it occurred to me that I loved the DD mostly because I could grab one or some coffee at every L station anytime. It was always available, everywhere I went. That may be the ultra saturation by a corporation, but it was also just good comfort too. It's a bit of a tug of war with ideals for sure.

Sunday, November 6, 2011

Quitting Time

It has been a full day. A big job wrapped up today and another project I have been working on on the side also concluded. All the work was just sent out and there is such a feeling of satisfaction in hitting send the for the last time. I just wanted to pause and drop a line here at Stupie before gleefully turning the computer off for the night. I hope this finds my 4 readers well and rested after the weekend. Cheers!

Saturday, November 5, 2011

Gun Show... literally

Today I went to my first gun show with some friends. I have to admit, I have not held much interest in going to one, but I was captivated by the idea to try something new. It was fun to see an entirely different walk of life than I usually get to see. Every now and then it helps to remember to try something new.

Thursday, November 3, 2011

Sleep Dep'd

I was up pretty late last night working on a project. It paired awkwardly with an extraordinary long day at work today. While, I feel I have done better with less sleep before it felt good to push a little further today. Nice to know when you need to, you can do a lot more.

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Small Steps

I've been working my way through a bit of a funk as of late. It's not ever-present, which makes it a lot more elusive to do battle with. I am resolved though to take the steps necessary to get through it. That feels better, in and of itself. It's as my Mom likes to remind me of the saying, "when your walking through hell, keep walking." I like that, even if I like to minimize my own discomfort. It surly isn't "hell" but left unchecked will cause tremendous havoc. Today I keep walking, knowing the things in my life to stay grateful for. That's enough for today, I suppose.

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Snowing


It's really coming down out there. Very grateful to be home at last. That's it for tonight kids. Hope you all got home safe and sound no matter where you are. Till tomorrow.

Sunday, October 30, 2011

Away Team

I just got back from my folk's place. I was there to watch the Denver Broncos game. For years I have championed the Broncos from away cities. It still feels odd to be cheering for the home team again. I appreciated the resolve it took to support a team from a different town. In a way it was a point of pride too. There was a certain underdog appeal to it. I am a little thrown to walk through the grocery store and now see plenty of Broncos, or odder yet for a fan from out of town, Rockies gear represented. I kinda miss the standing tall yet somewhat alone nature of cheering for my Mile High teams while not residing here. After all, I did recruit Sox fans (wearing purple and black) to see the season opener at Wrigley Field when it was a Rockies vs Cubs bout. Maybe its just a level of underdog support I miss.

Saturday, October 29, 2011

Spare Room

I just finished making the bed in our guest bedroom for the first time. This home ownership thing is definitely taking some getting used to. I am very excited to bed able to have friends and family stay with us, but is still seems odd to have a bed in my home that isn't just for me. Perhaps its the many years of hand to mouth living with no room for extravagance that has me feeling unfamiliar with extra. I don't really know. I do know I am grateful for this. Just surprised at the adjustment curve.

Thursday, October 27, 2011

Morning Coffee

Creature comforts are truly one of life's greatest gifts. To me they are things like the morning cup of coffee.The small things that make each day a shade more exciting or rewarding. What I love most is that they often now seem less tied to a value in money and more a feeling. The best part of that is that I don't need it to be gourmet coffee in the morning to enjoy the sense of ease. To me those are the best comforts.

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Snow!

This morning I awoke to our first snowfall. It's amazing to me how much this helps my mood. It just seems to settle a restlessness inside. The entire world outside seems calmer and clean. It enables me to feel more creative. Glad it's here.

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Pushed

Yesterday I was focused on the side of prudence as it applied to running. Tonight, I went out for a quick 2 miler against better judgement. I wanted to do it as I had the time, the energy, and the weather is turning quickly here in the Mile High City. Thus, I felt like pounding the pavement while getting freezing rain in the face. To some that makes sense. The point in this lengthy diatribe is that it also feels good to know better and still tell caution to piss off. 

Monday, October 24, 2011

Too Quick?

I got up before work and ran an easy 4 miles this morning. When all was finished, I noticed my foot was a little more sore than it should have been. It was the same spot as after the marathon. I also felt some  weariness in the knees. I am curious if I have jumped back into running daily too soon. Generally I wait a month before running after a marathon. I am wondering if I am doing myself any harm by not waiting.

Sunday, October 23, 2011

Denver Marathon by the Mile


I've been holding off writing this one as I wasn't sure how to sum it up really. The Denver Rock n Roll Marathon was far and away one of the simpler races I have run. There were no carpools to catch outside a Starbucks at 4am nor ferry's to reach my starting line. It was through a town I knew best (out of the 4 I have run). It was all in all fairly easy, as marathons go. None the less, it has become tradition to recapture the run as well as possible, by the mile, to give insight on how it felt to run it. I know I read a friend's account to become less scared for my first. So here it is, my perspective to run 26.2 miles in the Mile High City.

Miles 1 - 4:
Mile 11 
After an adventure getting to the starting line in Civic Park. It felt good, and warmer, to get moving at last. The first few miles were beautiful, running through downtown just as the sun came up. It surprised me though to see how few people were out a the start of the race. I kept reminding myself to pass no one and to keep a steady pace. With the exception of one port-a-potty stop, that was achieved.

Miles 5 - 11:
This was when the real pace started to settle in. The first pangs of a chronic blister on my left instep began. Slight aches and training pains surfaced. All the while we we were serpenting  through City Park. While beautiful, it was somewhat disappointing to look over and see several paths of runners going back and forth. I am a loop fan myself, not so much an out and back so I would have preferred of stretch further into the city. That's me though. This stretch was capped by my first support team visit at mile 11. It was great to see them and truly bolstered my spirits.
Miles 12 - 21
Mile 14
This began with the departure of the half marathoners. The field was diminished greatly as it seemed 7 out of 10 runners pealed off to complete the 13.1 course. Without much for support on the streets, it became a quieter run very quickly. Another long out and back turn on 7th and the rest was a run to the southern turn around point. My family again boosted me up at mile 14. They were incredible. The runners were also beginning to support each other as we passed through Washington Park. For the first time in any marathon, I actually felt hungry. A few Honey Stinger chews helped there. It definitely felt good to turn north for the final stretch.

Miles 22 - 25
An easy straight stretch towards downtown. There was but one remaining jag to extend the distance and that wasn't too bad. I was hoping to beat my 4hr goal, but it was shaping up to be missed by a small margin. None the less I resisted the constant urge to walk during these miles as I knew it would be close to 4hrs if I didn't. My family once again rejuvenated me at mile 25. Honestly, I was starting to hurt by then.

Miles 25 - 26.2:
It seems a cruel joke that so often marathons end with hills. Denver, having been surprisingly flat most of the course, offered an incredible hill at 25.5 that all but stopped the few runners I was around. I opted to pump my arms like I was on fire and hope my legs could keep up. I succeeded in not walking, but damn near broke down when I got to the top of the hill and turned left only to descend as quickly the next block. Going down hill hurt worse by far. I was able to coast in to the finish line with a good stride, but no extra juice.
My final time, as I have posted, was 4:05:57. It was a new PR and I greatly thank my family and wife for all the support!