Friday, September 25, 2009

Final stretch

My marathon training program has finally reached it's "taper period." By this, it means I am no longer running longer runs each week, capping with last week's 20 miler. Running from my place to E. 47th on the South side was awesome by the way. I did it in 3:18. The true moment of glory last week was doing my next 5 miler at a pace of 8.18/mile. This week's 12 miler did not seem to be anything of great difficulty by comparison. However, it was one of those runs that just felt like work. Additionally, during the run I started to get pains on my left knee, very much like the ones on my right knee back in May. Those were IT band irritations that sidelined me for 2 weeks. This pain is not nearly as sharp, but enough for me to cancel my run today and take the next couple days as they come.

I am also still smoking. That is frustrating as it is satisfying. On one hand I want to be free of the dependency and not think about it any more. Sadly, having given this a few good efforts before, I know the mental obsession over cigarettes are not over when I finally stop thinking about quitting. Then it becomes a 24/7 process of reminding myself any given minute will not be better if I had one. I also have this perverse pride in running the way I am right now while doing something I shouldn't. I realize it's a lot like shooting oneself to show you can survive the bullet, but it's still there. My folks are coming out for the marathon in couple weeks and I think it may be foolish to even try with them coming. They are both pretty resolved smokers.

I know as long as I keep wanting to quit, it will happen. Plus, barring a catastrophe, I want to keep running marathons. I've got a list of cities I want to run and a tattoo already in mind. That also does not promote continuing to light up. For now though I am relatively content with my mid-level insanity.

Friday, September 11, 2009

Role Call


Illinois, Indiana, Ohio, Colorado, Kansas, Missouri, Tennesse, Kentucky, Alabama, Georgia, Florida, Mississippi, Louisiana, Texas, Oklahoma... this is where I have been in the last 3 weeks. None of which were layovers, but highway treks across. I just finished another job with Caldera in Florida. It involved 6 days of driving a truck in a caravan (3 all together) 11 hours a day alone. Truely some introspective time. One of the things I walked away from this cross country excursion was how fortunate I am. I am fortunate to have a home and family, not only by blood but my happy band in Chicago. I am also fortunate to be employed. While so many good people around me (my family included) are struggling to find work, I have maintained a peicemeal, gainful employment. Like many others still holding jobs, my work has tripled in time and effort, but I still have a job. So many I saw across many states do not. I am also glad to have seen so much of the country. It's easy to forget how vast it is. It's also easy to forget how much we have in common. This may all sound a tad gushy, but it's where I am at. Thank you to all that take the time to keep up with my misadventures.

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

400 miles later

I just returned from Ohio last night and will be setting forth on another trip for Caldera tomorrow. This time it's driving the truck to Florida from Colorado and back. All this travel has added an unexpected challenge and perk to my marathon training. I put in a couple runs out in Ohio while out there with Tiff and realized that in my training for the Chicago Marathon, I have now ran in 6 different states. They vary greatly in challenge and reward, but every run has been fantastic.

So far I have the obvious Chicago, IL under the belt which is especially helpful as I will be trying 26.2 miles here. Last Wed. I put together a new farthest with 16 miles which took me deep into the South side of Chicago. Pretty cool! Then there was Minneapolis, where I did my first 10 miler along the Mississippi. I still have the scar on my left knee from the digger I took getting across downtown. I then added Colorado. Home sweet home was a little less so when gasping for the thin air on hills. Plus, water became indispensable on those few runs so far. That's when I added a Camel back to my gear. I also ran in my original hometown, Houston, TX. That was the equivalent of putting a treadmill in a shower, even in May. I did my first 12miler there. Funny, no one but the Army was out running there with me. I also ran some in Detroit along the Detroit river and on the 42nd floor of the GM building, where our hotel was. That brings us to the corn fields of Ohio where I just did my last 9 miles. Fresh air was never more noticeable!

Now I am out to add a couple more states, hopefully!

Sunday, August 9, 2009

The guy that does not sell you soap


Last week I got some new headshots done and thanks to the digital age, the online gallery was made available within 24 hours. I am so glad to never have to improvise light table again to see negatives. The aim on these was to get shots that convey the sketchy characters I am more often considered for. The saying in the industry for shots to be used for commercials is the "guy you'd buy soap from." I am not that guy, as experience is showing. If anything, I play bad guys selling you soap (see Shout commercial). Any case, these are more designed to be the guy that sells you as security system. Let me know your thoughts.

http://www.jontylercore.com/webgallery/troycoleman/index.html

I truly can not say enough good things about this photographer either. I have been fortunate to work with a couple great ones over the last couple years. This recent photographer, Tyler Core, was solid and a lot of fun to work with. For a shoot that at one point he nearly stepped off a roof and I hung (by my suggestion) off a 2nd story fire escape... well, it was a shit eating grin day for both of us. His friend, a nurse, that was helping out with the bounce board was less excited about the near misses.

Friday, July 24, 2009

So...


I am afraid to admit that getting a puppy has reduced the subject of this here blog. While I am enamored with our new Westie, I seriously doubt you, my dedicated 3 readers are as much so. Sure she photos well and all, I don't think you care that much as to her losing puppy teeth everywhere ( or our dilemma as to what to do with them). I also fear you care little about the fact she has become fond of jumping into the tub with no idea how to get out again, thusly opting to just sleep there till rescue. Yes our puppy is endless hours of fun details that I believe only Tiffany and I can truly appreciate.

The purpose of this blog though was "defend the obvious." My means of doing that noble, yet wholly undefinable goal has been to offer my thoughts on the world around me. That being mostly my aspirations towards paid and satisfying acting work, becoming a husband, and the ever present challenge of not being the self-centered prick I am capable on any given day. Now while Estes is a major part of things lately, I am stating here and now, I will attempt to broaden the focus of Stupie once again to delve into more varied boggling matters as well.

As for a quick catch up on life beyond Estes over the last few weeks. Things have been humming along well. The marathon training is going well despite my resistance to quitting smoking again. I am determined to pit the two desires against each other and come out a nonsmoker again. As is, I have put in several runs already. I am also glad to report some flickers of work on the acting front. I had some great auditions lately and booked a bit role in a commercial for Colorado lottery. The latter caused a last minute trip to CO, where I am now at the airport departing.

Tiff and I are slowly honing in on the wedding plans. She and I are very content being engaged, but are also very interested in having the wedding we want. Right now I an proudly tell you well have part of the date decided: 2010. Further details to follow. What I can tell you is that so far we have yet to start referring to the planning as "that wedding shit" as several folks I have talked to. We're having a good time.

So there it is, you three readers. I am going to get back to work here. I'll be talking about wearing you team on your sleeve, counter government work, and the debut of the School of Falling Down. Look out world, Captain Stupie is back and... whoa check out the puppy!