Today marks the one month point of my Quitting Smoking 2011 campaign! As was stated yesterday, it has not been flawless, but impressively close. Hell, close enough I've been annoyed I have not trespassed more. Yeah, it's one month crazy talk.
One interesting observation I've had of late is whenever I am asked if it's still tough and EVERYTIME I want to say YES, it's the truth. None the less, there are times when I don't think about it too. Those are the good times, but much like willing myself to fall asleep, I can not control them. Even just thinking, "hey, I have not thought about smoking in a few hours," inevitably leads to wanting one quickly thereafter.
For the most part, I am doing well by just procrastinating that next trespass. Oh, I'll have a cigarette, but not tonight. That seems to be some healthy, self bull-shitting. Hoping this effort sticks!
One interesting observation I've had of late is whenever I am asked if it's still tough and EVERYTIME I want to say YES, it's the truth. None the less, there are times when I don't think about it too. Those are the good times, but much like willing myself to fall asleep, I can not control them. Even just thinking, "hey, I have not thought about smoking in a few hours," inevitably leads to wanting one quickly thereafter.
For the most part, I am doing well by just procrastinating that next trespass. Oh, I'll have a cigarette, but not tonight. That seems to be some healthy, self bull-shitting. Hoping this effort sticks!
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Just one &(*%(#@# craving at a time sir!
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